Just looking at my cosplay and I really need to lose weight.  Like I have a corset on and you can't even tell it is really bad.  Being a mum though doesn't help like it drains me and when I have any spare time to myself I just want to watch anime with the guys or play games on the xbox.  I'm trying to not each as much but I forget when I have eaten because I am so busy with the baby and house work.  I'm really angry because I put on like 5 pounds from no-where.  I think I will have to be strict with myself from now on and no takeaways that is a defo no.  I will still eat cereal in the morning as it is good for you but I might try and hold out until lunch or before I have to go till I have it and then just wait until dinner and then the rest inbetween can be filled with tea.  I don't know I just hate my body and their are so many characters I want to cosplay but I don't have the confidence to do.  I want to play on the wii as well but well my ex is staying here as he is homeless and I don't want him on the streets but I can't play just dance 4 whilst he is here I find it hard enough to dance infront of my current bf.  and with my ex sleeping on the sofa urgh I just can't bring myself to do it.  I'm trying to take David to more classes like I did at the start but it is hard because there is always something else that needs doing.  Like today I was going to take him to the children centre but I have to go to town (out of the town I live in) to apply for housing for the council as we desperately need a bigger place and to get David's photos (yay!).  I just hope I am strong enough to do this.